Saturday, July 28, 2018

Free isn't Free

All this talk about Socialism lately has me spinning.  I can't understand why people support it.  It can't work.  Not when humans are involved.  You can't just have everything for free. 

When I learned about communism in school, back before the Cold War ended, I remember thinking that some of what they were teaching me sounded like the early New Testament church. 

And the congregation of those who believed were of one heart and soul; and not one of them claimed that anything belonging to him was his own, but all things were common property to them. Acts 4:32

But even as a kid, I had the smarts to consider that with a normal assortment of humans, this wouldn't work out well.  People are selfish.  I know I am.  The idea of everyone having what they need is great, and in small circles I think it could work, at least for awhile.  But people can't be forced to be good and generous.  There will always be someone who gets greedy, or someone who doesn't want to contribute.  I don't think that is a light bulb revelation.  Look around you.  

The news these days is full of stories of politicians or protesters demanding free stuff.  Healthcare should be free!  College should be free!  Housing should be free!  I should get paid more!  Everyone should get an income from the government!  --- But I don't see any of them acknowledging who should pay for it.  

The fact of the matter is, all those things they want for free require someone else to provide a service for them.  Should doctors work for free?  Should teachers teach for free?  Someone has to pay them to do the work you want to receive for free.  The protest is so lopsided.  "I deserve" drowns out "you deserve"  They want the government to pay?  Well, where does the government get its money?  Taxes from people who work for their money.  So bottom line is that these people want other people to do the work so they can get free stuff.  Not cool.  

I was watching The Orville last season, a Star Trek like show, and they visited a planet that resembled our current Earth.  They encountered the exchange of money and were a bit confused by it.  I never really thought about it before, but the Trek world seems to operate outside a monetary system.  Aboard the Starship, everyone has what they need, but everyone also works.  I question how plausible that scenario is.  How many of us would still go to our jobs if money was no longer needed?  If you were given everything you needed with no strings, wouldn't you rather hang out at home or with friends?  How could we maintain a livable society if people didn't have to work to earn things?  

There's a reason plumbers get paid a lot.  You have to up the reward to get someone to work with poop all day.  Basic logic.  The harder jobs are less desirable.  Incentive must be increased in order to fill many necessary jobs.  If we give everything for free, would anyone actually do these types of jobs or would garbage pile up in the streets and toilets overflow?  

I do realize there are people who need help, but I also recognize the value of earning your way.  I did get my college for free, but I also think I didn't value it.  We all know how many kids go off to college on someone else's dime and waste their time partying and don't value what they are being given.  "College is a fountain of knowledge and the students are there to drink." (I don't know who said this, I just heard it somewhere years ago) The students who pay their own way, or older adults who come back to school late in life tend to take it more seriously and actually get something out of it.  

Instead of just demanding that everything be free, I wish we could address why the cost is so high in the first place.  I just haven't seen anyone looking at that side of things.  Hospital stays are astronomically high.  We've all seen bills like this posted to social media.  I don't know how long this stay was for, but $72000 is beyond ridiculous for "room & board"!  I realize hospitals require a lot of money just to operate, so that is factored in, but I have trouble believing these kinds of totals are necessary.  Some say they bills are high because of malpractice insurance.  OK, could be, but can we deal with that?  Can we make better standards for what people can sue for?  I mean, there are known risks for any surgery right?  So to me that means you go into it knowing it could go badly and you agree to that risk.  You shouldn't be able to sue when a known risk that you were informed about happens.  If our judicial system could curb the ability of people to sue, maybe then the prices could come down.  Doctors get good salaries, and they should.  There is equipment to buy and janitors to pay, so I can understand the daily rate will be higher than a hotel, but I think we can all see that it's gone way beyond what is right.

Big Pharma is another one.  Why do they get to charge so much?  Seems like a mugging.  Your money or your life!  They tell people they need to take these expensive pills or they'll die / get worse/ live in pain etc.  They think it's ok to charge sky high rates because people will pay anything to stay alive? That's a problem. That is greed.  But Big Pharma gets away with anything because they have so much profit that they are lining the pockets of the politicians so they can continue on their merry way.  How can we stop that?  It's so wrong that these politicians are elected to jobs with a 6 figure salary, yet they still manage to make millions.  Pretty sketchy.  Being paid by anyone to influence the job they swore to do is evil.  I wish I knew how to stop political donations like that.  It's hard to expect the lawmakers to make laws against themselves getting more money.  

I struggle to find answers that work in my own mind.  I hate the idea of people dyeing or suffering because they can't afford care.  That is so wrong to me, but I don't know what to do about it.  I don't like the idea of forcing society to fork over more and more money to help others.  Now hear me, I'm not saying we shouldn't help the less fortunate, I'm saying we shouldn't force it. It seems we are being taxed more and more to pay for an ever expanding social welfare system.  

Many of us live paycheck to paycheck, unable to get ahead because of all the taxes coming out.  I understand the resentment of people who work so hard to barely survive as they look at those who don't work getting free stuff.  The system is broken.  Why should I work for my money and not be able to afford a smart phone and drive down the street to see those on government assistance getting them for free?  A smart phone is NOT a necessity! I lived with a flip phone until 2 years ago when my job required me to upgrade.  

This kind of thing is deepening the divisions in our nation.  Creating resentment and anger at the unfairness of people who get free stuff that isn't really free.  Someone else is paying for it.  I will admit I have pondered the idea of dropping out of work, shirking all responsibility and living off the system.  My conscience won't let me, but I do see the appeal.  Without an internal sense of right and wrong and fairness, why should people contribute to society if they can get their needs met for free?

That is where I see socialism going.  We've seen it throughout history, and still today.  There will always be greedy and selfish people who want to take what they want regardless of the cost to others.  We can't create a system that relies on the goodness of people.  Most people are good, but the few who aren't will ruin the whole deal.  We have to consider what is fair, and that is to make sure people are contributing in order to earn their way.  

If you're so concerned about the poor, what are you doing about it personally?  I know plenty of people are charitable.  If we had more in our paychecks because of less taxes, would we privately take care of all the issues we are currently asking our government to deal with?  I hope so, but it's hard to say.  



Tuesday, July 24, 2018

Taking God at His Word

I felt like I wanted to write out my thoughts on the kind of faith God has been challenging me to walk in.  It's been a journey that started 5 years ago.  God asked me to trust Him to provide for a basic need in my life.  I felt the challenge was to sit still and let Him do it, not run around trying to do it all myself.  That is not easy!  Let me tell you the story. 

I was living in Redding, CA.  I had moved there the year before and now was out of a home because I needed to bring my cats down to live with me now.  Some friends let me stay at their house for a few weeks and then I got an offer for a temporary place, just until the new batch of BSSM students showed up.  I was frantically searching all the ads for housing for months.  I think I actually started in January, knowing I would be needing a place soon.  I'm guessing I was in the temp home in June.  End of July, still no place to live and my deadline to be out is August 15.  Suddenly I felt like God was telling me to just stop.  Stop looking.  Stop answering ads.  Just stop.  Wait. Trust. 


My stress level went through the roof!!  Say what???  How can I find a place to live if I don't look and contact people?  But I was sure it was God, so I stopped.  It was not an easy season at all! 

But God showed up!  The deadline came.  I had all my stuff packed up and I was just sitting there waiting.  My homegroup friends were coming at 4:00 to get me, to take me back to their place if needed. Around 10:00 I got an email from someone I didn't know, asking if I needed a place to live.  Apparently she was someone I'd contacted a few months before.  I ran over to meet her roommates at noon and it was perfect!!  I didn't have to pay a pet deposit or anything!  So when my friends came to get me, I had a home to move to.  Yay God!!  It was a wonderful home for the next couple years of my time in Redding.  :)


This concept was on my heart.  After another trip to Uganda, I felt I was being challenged about my "rich man" status as an American.  We have so much here. We have so many options, so many back-up plans.  Lose your job?  Here's unemployment money.  Can't afford that new toy?  Here's a credit card.  Don't make enough money?  Here's subsidized housing...  You get where I'm going?  What if we didn't have all those safety nets?  The Ugandans don't.  I believe God was challenging me to get rid of the safety nets in my life. 

Money?  God says He is our Provider, so I stopped using my credit cards.  Working part time at Target is not a high income job.  But I decided to trust that He would make sure I had enough.  When my car broke down, the temptation came to use the credit card.  But when I settled in my mind to stick to what God had asked of me, the bill came back within my price range, or sometimes even free!  I always had enough. 

What about doctors?  God says He's our Healer, so what if I rely on Him alone?  Shortly after I moved to Redding I noticed a painful bump on my gum above my front tooth.  I went to a dentist (before this trust God process started) and was told I needed a root canal, but also a bridge replacement since the affected tooth was holding up one side of my fake tooth.  I said no.  I decided to believe God for healing.  I went in to the Healing Rooms at Bethel every week and got prayed for.  Did it get healed?  Well, it's still there, but 6 years has passed now.  The fake tooth fell out a few months ago, but I feel fine.  I haven't been to a dentist or doctor in years! 

The time came when I decided to move to a new city.  My best friend grew up there so she was trying to help me find a place.  She got me a home for about 3 weeks, then I had to be out because their son was coming home for Thanksgiving.  I believed God was leading me there, so I moved with only a short term home.  The time came, no permanent home, but another family in the church offered me a place temporarily.  After a week, I was able to go back to the first home.  Then shortly I was offered the home I'm in now.  Trusting God to provide was easier this time.


The more times I choose to trust, the more of His amazing Love and care I get to experience.  This verse above is the key.  This is His promise to His kids.  According to HIS riches, He will supply all our needs.

I actually believe that as long as we are stressing and striving to meet our own needs, He lets us.  I think that is why for some, it doesn't work out.  :(  That's just my opinion, but I don't really want to test that theory since the other way has been working out for me.  ;) So here's some more stories that might be called miraculous. 

When I returned from my 4th Uganda visit, I had been unemployed for about 9 months.  I was broke.  But again, I heard God say "wait."  Don't go looking for a job.  Here we go again!  Within a couple days of setting my heart to wait on Him, a friend from Redding contacted me, telling me that his boss was looking for a driver in my area.  I met the boss and was hired immediately.  The job paid more than I've ever made before, and was not very many hours of work.  Yay!  I suddenly had more than I needed financially and I loved the job!  This job gave me the ability to send a lot more to my Ugandan family than ever before, plus many other needs as I ran across them. 

When tax season rolled around, my "self-employed" status had not been fully explained to me, so I owed about $1000 more than I had anticipated.  With one month til tax day, I was not sure what to do.  I had started driving for Lyft and Uber, so I hit that hard, trying to make up the difference.  I had to pay my tax guy, so I started to reach for the credit card... But then I remembered.  In a step of faith, I paid the tax guy with a check instead.  By the time tax day came, I had paid my taxes, and also bought new tires at about $400!  I looked back and my driving had only earned me about $600 and that's before taking out all the gas money it cost me to do it.  So with less than $500 extra income, I still paid out $1600 above what I had thought I had!  I call that a math miracle!

That brings me to today.  My current situation is messy.  My employer has gotten about 2 months behind in paying me.  He bounced another paycheck and took over a month to return that money to me.  The bounce caused me to be unable to pay my quarterly taxes and with only one paycheck received since the bounce, I'm pretty broke.  People around me are telling me to quit, report him, sue him....  But I believe God is telling me to wait and trust.  So I keep working.  Then last week my car quit working.  My car is my job. I am a delivery driver.  So no income, no car.  Yes, I've been stressed out.  Yes, this is hard.  But I still believe. 

The bounced check happened on June 6, I received one check on June 18 and I got the check replacement cashed on July 20. (I'm supposed to get 2 paychecks/mo)  No bill has gone unpaid!  I've always had enough when the due date came.  I have food, I have gas in my car.  People started handing me money.  To date I have been given $600!!  I am blown away by God's people and their generosity toward me in my time of need!  The car repairs came to $610.  So, with my lack of income, barely able to pay my bills, God took care of this extra expense that hit me.  Wow! 

I had 2 different cars I was able to borrow while my car was out of commission.  Friends showed up to help me out every time I broke down!  I was blessed by the generosity of both time and money of my friends and family.  God supplies for our needs through His people some of the time, and through math miracles at others.  But the bottom line is.... He does supply all our needs.  I'm still in the midst of this struggle, but I have complete confidence in my God that He will take care of me!!


This last one is something He led me to via seeing 14:14 on the clock often.  This is one of my favorite promises. This is what I remind myself of every time the stress comes around. 

Be still.  
Rest in Him.  
Trust Him.  
He's got this!